what if

He said lots of things. He said he would take us places, meet pleople, do things. He said he would. In the meantime, I lost track of time, I lost my voice, I lost my dreams. Because saying isn't enough, some facts must follow. And if they're not coming, there's a problem. What if he didn't say anything? What if he doesn't exist, what if he's just a dream I dream from time to time, just enough to make me live through the day, to make me feel like there's a purpose in all that he said, all that he didn't do? People are hard to change and there's a great chance they will never do that. For anybody.